part 5
You know the saying that patience is a clean task and that is right. My own experience with certain life lessons was that it was an endurance of lessons of patience and another lesson of patience etc. It took a long time and it still continues. I have come to the point that I started to become used to it and that I cannot go as fast as I would like. The lessons of patience took many years and some friends asked me for which task I was prepared.
In the beginning it was nerve wracking because my ratio (cognitive thinking) wanted to proceed, my body wanted action but the life lessons kept me against it. The question was why? What did I had to face? What was I supposed to understand? Why could others continue (Rationally) where I was stopped? Did I had to choose a different attitude? Did I had to choose other pursuits? How could I give my body enough action without losing balance? Where could I speed up? Where and when did I had to take back gas? Many questions arose and step by step I learned to surrender and to deal with the lessons of patience and learned what was asked of me. The path of the ratio and cognitive thinking and action would have left me unconscious.
Patience is called one of the toughest trials. It has everything to do with the countenance of what is happening, but to keep your head elevated and patiently waiting for other times to come. Be tolerant with regard to the fellow man who has little or no awareness of your big steps towards more consciousness. Be patience with yourself if something fails.
Patience is needed as a basis for the pursuit to experiences on higher levels of consciousness. Without patience you end up with nothing while having work hard. With patience the toughest tests and tasks can be fulfilled, while others may think that laziness, indolence or drudgery is at stake. While in fact you act according to supreme acceptance to yourself, to serve your fellow man and the whole of nature. If you lack any insight in the lessons of patience you can easily step into the pitfalls of drudgery, obedience to others, giving up your individuality and initiative. Yes, so tight to each other lies the path of living alive and living dead.
These lessons of patience for me seem to have ended but in reality I am still confronted with them every day. Fortunately I am no longer concerned by these lessons but adore them as they bring me further on my path. After all no more will happen than I can handle in one day. And thus I enjoy the times when I am allowed to come into action or when I am supposed to act in something else. I proceed while being patience
To be continued…
